I have learned this week that no matter how relaxed I think I am, I like to be in control. This is not helpful when I am trying to plan a wedding and buy a house. All with my Darling Fiancée and my parents help, amongst others.
I am scared to talk about my plans and ideas with others because I am scared of opening myself up to criticism (which is my excuse). However there is also truth in the fact I do not want to talk about the plans and ideas because I do not want other people’s input, I do not want to have to comprise my ideas for others’.
This I am working on.